Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Half past Happy.

I'm learning as each day passes that maybe my priorities are a little mixed up...
all I can think about is making my dreams come true and how I would give anything to be able to go to iPOP and make it into the big leagues. Pathetic I know but I've already scanned over sure money making ideas in my brain and the following are ones that i've actually tried:


  • Calling celebrities to see if they will do a fundraiser or something

  • Twittering celebrities to see if they will do a fundraiser or something

  • Emailing celebrities to see if they will do a fundraiser or something

  • Basically using any form of contact for celebrities to see if they will do a fundraiser or something

  • Emailing Oprah and Tyra Banks

  • Trying to get a job at my acting school

  • Went door to door and even stood outside of Hollywood video for a couple of hours trying to sell raffle tickets

  • Walked around different store plazas for three days asking different businesses, stores, and restaurants for sponsorship

I have been trying to get a job for a little over a month and when that didn't seem to work nor did anything else on my list, my mind (or ideas) started to get a little, well... how would you say?... Desperate!!!! Now REMEMBER these were only in my mind for a fraction of a second and were dismissed almost as fast as they came into my mind and left almost as quickly as they came (well some of them did any way).


  • Selling my kidneys
  • Signing up to be a surrogate mother
  • Prostitution (I know, I know) :)
  • Playing music and holding out a can on the corner of the street
  • Cleaning random people's houses
  • Robbing a bank (don't tell me you've never thought about it)

It was starting to get really bad. I was at the point where if I had to starve and use that money for groceries then that was what I wanted to do (the things that we are willing to do to make our dreams come true).

I know what you are thinking. Why not just get a good job? But I've tried and I keep trying but the economy is so bad and there are so many people losing their jobs every day. What else am I supposed to do? What would you do?

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