Sitting in the turmoil within

Today is a good day.
Though I'm still unaccomplished I feel really good. Yesterday I took a little walk and cleared my head.
This past weekend I had a lot of things on my mind.
I felt a fire burning within me.
I felt exasperated.
This fire was building up inside me and I felt like if I didn't say anything then I was gonna explode.
I was washed with emotion.
So many at one time I felt like I was drowning in myself.
Turmoil.
Joy.
Sadness.
Excitment.
Depression.
Rage.
And many more.
I just sat around trying to stifle the burning emotions inside of me trying not to let them go.
For I feared that if I tried to let them go they would all go at once just like Pandora's forbidden box.
I looked up.
I looked down.
And at one time I looked all around.
I felt like I was in a crowd surrounded by people but when I looked I saw no one.
What is going on with me? I asked myself through teary eyes.
I felt out of control.
I really need help?
I thought to myself, I need it bad and I need it fast.
If I don't get it I might lose all control.
I cried to God.
I called a friend.
Thoughts ran through my mind.
Is this the end?
I tried to shut my mind away but it just wouldn't leave it really wanted to stay.
Then all of a sudden a rush fell over me.
So I took a nap.
Then 3hrs later when i awoke I felt absolutely amazing...

Woe are the perils of PMS. :)