Reflections

My muse has set all around me
Through God's grace now it has found me
Heart content and ready to fly
Out of reach and that's no lie
Excited for the day to begin
My wings are set
Now here I go
1...2...3...
The wind blowing through my hair
No one can touch me here
I may be back in due season
Life is where I want to be

Let me play for you
The scale of my heart
Listen to the chords
As each progression grows
Feel the rhythm of my soul
And let it replace the hole
And the space where my heart should be

The melody of my mind
Blends to the harmony of my body
And I am made One.

Now here I go
Watch me as I flow
Leaving streams of clouds behind me

Can't see now
Makes no difference how
But sing my whispers softly
To feel my crescendo flow

Take my heart

While unpacking I found a lot of different things that I have written. I am quite the writer. lol. I've decided that I'm gonna share some or all of those things with you. All of them will be titled Reflections and will have a number beside them and they will be intertwined with my regular blogs. So here take my heart and please don't break it unless you really need to.

Sitting in the turmoil within

Today is a good day.
Though I'm still unaccomplished I feel really good. Yesterday I took a little walk and cleared my head.
This past weekend I had a lot of things on my mind.
I felt a fire burning within me.
I felt exasperated.
This fire was building up inside me and I felt like if I didn't say anything then I was gonna explode.
I was washed with emotion.
So many at one time I felt like I was drowning in myself.
Turmoil.
Joy.
Sadness.
Excitment.
Depression.
Rage.
And many more.
I just sat around trying to stifle the burning emotions inside of me trying not to let them go.
For I feared that if I tried to let them go they would all go at once just like Pandora's forbidden box.
I looked up.
I looked down.
And at one time I looked all around.
I felt like I was in a crowd surrounded by people but when I looked I saw no one.
What is going on with me? I asked myself through teary eyes.
I felt out of control.
I really need help?
I thought to myself, I need it bad and I need it fast.
If I don't get it I might lose all control.
I cried to God.
I called a friend.
Thoughts ran through my mind.
Is this the end?
I tried to shut my mind away but it just wouldn't leave it really wanted to stay.
Then all of a sudden a rush fell over me.
So I took a nap.
Then 3hrs later when i awoke I felt absolutely amazing...

Woe are the perils of PMS. :)