Monday, April 12, 2010

Honesty, Honesty, Where for art thou Honesty?

When since was honesty a distant memory or latent thought in the far black holes of our minds covered in cob webs?

When since was it something to be afraid of?

There is a huge gigantic line between honesty and audacity, so why is the world covered in lies.

I will no longer be afraid to be honest though others may quiver at the sight of an honest mind.

I'm not talking about "White" lies like the ones you tell your girlfriend when she drags you to that movie and you tell her that you enjoy it when meanwhile you're thinking in your mind that you would rather have someone stick cattle prods in both of your eyes and light them on fire.

I'm talking about the big stuff. Like the inability to be who you truly are around your friends and family. The constant need to hide parts of yourself from the world and keep them in a dark corner to never be found again. Why be that person? Why not be you?

I challenge you to be yourself and to not let the critiques, thoughts, and decisions of others shape the person that you look at in the mirror every morning. Be someone who is free just to be.

I'm hoping that whoever you are, and wherever you may be that you are truly content with yourself and who and what you've become.

You will never has as much fun as being yourself, when you are being someone else!!!!

Julie & Julia

Watching Julie & Julia a very cute movie that revolves around the one thing that I love more than life itself...
FOOD!!!!!!
It made me re-evaluate my plans for my life. My current plans are to go to school and major in Spanish Secondary Education and don't get me wrong I love the Spanish Language, and though I'm not hispanic it makes me feel like I'm part of some exclusive club (very dorkish to say). But anyway I am a person with so many dreams and ambitions. Though teaching is one of the things that I would love to do it is not where my passion lies and I am deciding at this very moment to change my path. I will work towards my passion and dream of taking cooking classes to broaden my horizons and open a cafe. I already have a title. ~Mama A's Cafe~ in bright red neon lights on a building that resembles a cottage ( I don't know why I chose a cottage.lol.).

Today I will change my major or maybe even my college. I have decided to be more pro-active in my approach to my future. I will no longer just let my life flog past me.

I promise to be a little more consistent with my blogging. I know that I have fell off but I'm coming back baby and I'm coming strong.